lymphnode

by Ada Marcella

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released October 4, 2015

written and recorded on a telephone.

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Track Name: LOVETIME
rich people in an aircraft high above the Himalayas

I don't want a boyfriend. I'm not looking for a boyfriend.
I don't want a boyfriend. I ain't looking today.
Track Name: Shopping at Wegman's
I watch myself through surveillance cameras
to see how I look to the human eye
if human at all
if what I'm seeing's what I'm seeing at all

and though you get caught up in all the answers
in all the feelings that are cyclical
and though you are small
is what you believe in what you see at all?

I know I'm not what my father had planned
I know I'm not, what a man, you'd call
and though I am tall
I need a lover with an upper-hand, I need a lover with a upper-hand

let me interrupt you
you don't have a say
if your lover has lied
she has gone away
but if you play your cards right
you will sleep again

still watching those surveillance cameras
as I push my cart out of the super market
is anything I'm seeing worth believing
Track Name: Cylie
you were someone that I heard of
you were someone I knew
you were someone alive

it was the summer when I found you
it was September when I met you
it took me years to forget you
it was a problem of mine

any weight that he could give
fall on his own crutches
hetero-normative fellas have never liked you like this
Track Name: Have
Feel that loneliness set in

find someone to seed all of my fears
and germinate all of the things I was ashamed of this year

Just wait for a second,
Just wait, I'll let you in

Feel that loneliness set in
Track Name: Nodule Heaven
It's fine living in a mansion
all of the shit rolls down the hill
no one, but the book I wrote, I will answer to
until I'm among catheters and pills

I keep seeing men who look like my father
I might have met a woman who treats me right
could all of my happiness be found in another
and all of my stability be gone over night
...give me a hand

people were born on days like this
people were killed on days like this
people made love on days like this
I need food in my system and soap on my skin
Track Name: Lymphnode
there are only two choices
you can't have them both
the one in your dreams
and your reality

you can bathe in the voices
that your brain has transpired
but whether yes or no, or stay, maybe, go
...it's a liar

there's a heart in your skin
it wants to keep beating
all the blood through your veins
and your lungs to keep breathing

you can bathe in the voices
in what you said in the past
but whether it's "I don't love you"
or "I want everything back" ....

...I hope I live long enough to marry you
I hope I live long enough to marry you
I hope I live long enough to redeem what I've done wrong

you can bathe in the voices
saying my body will fail
whether it does or does not
I hope you'll always be there